[Businessmtg] Service/perceptions/weighing in:

[Sandie Parkker]

Hi All.

Thank you Jerry for your succinct answers and directions to Laurie FJ and
Veronica.

My perception was way skewed when I first joined this BM.  I was very
inexperienced with both on line Alanon and on line BM.

Those “casual actions” as Jerry explained, were ignored by the GC and
really created great trauma at the time for the entire ASP BM.   Some of
those casual actions were made by me.   It was one big fight.  I had no
clue what was going on.  I was innocent coming in, stating that this was
all brand new for me and WHAM!

You felt the leadership at that time took your inexperience and ran with it
for their own agendas.  This conclusion I came to after doing a personal
inventory and talking it over with one of my trusted others.

I am grateful now that those times are behind.  I am becoming more and more
familiar and learning in this BM.

This experience, while not healthy, did contribute well to my overall
recovery. It’s called read the directions.  Chuckling......

I say this for the purpose that may be others can learn from my
inexperience.  Knowing how the process here at ASP works is not to be taken
lightly if we are to continue to be a healthy environment for recovery.

Thank you.

Beverly